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Out to Tampines

Friday, 12 October 2012 @ 06:59

Small update. Or maybe. Idk lol. So todayyyy, went out to Tampines with Melissa & Jamie. Celine's toe pain or something. Lishan can't turn up. :(. So, only us, 3. So at first, I asked them to come to my house. For don't know what reason tbh. So, they took the wrong bus 359, so they stopped at Coral Primary. Still nevermind. I asked them take taxi. :B. I said my address to the uncle. He heard block 747 as 757. WTF RIGHT. Then after 10minutes of walking like retards, we found each other. At least we found each other la hah. Then we watched SpongeBob SquarePants. Then for like no reason, Jamie kept laughing. Okok, then after that we got bored so we went Tampines. Jamie went Tampines 1 to buy her sticky. Quite nice lah the flavour she choose. :3. Then we go Kopitiam eat. ;). I bought the oyster egg thing. But I don't eat oysters, only wanted the egg heh. And it was like $10. ._...... So after we ate, we went to watch Taken 2.

In case you guys don't know who Jamie is. Eh, quite nice leh. But being the guy's daughter/wife jitao xiasuey only. Like, wah, must sibei daring one. LOL, then we saw Evangeline. She machiam shy sia. See us blush then zao. rofl. Melissa bought her polaroid. So we took. Legend said 3 people take will break friendship. So we only took paired ones. On Tuesday, whole clique taking together heh.

okay, shall stop. bye, emily, xx.

Ghost Town

Tuesday, 9 October 2012 @ 06:29

Check GhostTown out! Found them out by Leda & Amber & Imamachinist. Immachinists's drawings are darn inspiring ok. Its like messy but still nice. ok, i haz no idea how to describe that. Check out their songs here. Their songs are currently free for downloading. Just check them out lah, cos sibei nice. Heh. My favourite songs these month includes them too. Ok, this is just a short update. So, bye, emily. xx

mainly today uh

@ 06:22

hi asdfghjkl. *shrugs shoulder* its been long since i've blogged huh well sorta. so it was mathematics paper for eoys today. ojefehfnjehfenfjenfjen miraculously, it seemed easy. :') mainly because ms tan was the setter 555. Celine's mother has food poisoning from overseas. :( Get well soon, Celine's mom. :) Thus, she wasn't able to stay back with me today. So, I went to NEX with Melissa. :*. We ate McDonalds for breakfast. We reached there like 10:40am and there was a long queue. So, I was like "SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY." Hah, joking. Who would do that. I bought Sausage McGriddles with Egg? Or whatever its called. Melissa had hotcakes. After breakfastie, we walked around. And saw Sophia, Roxanne, Ashley & Kaizer. Ikr. Kaizer, nice name, gosh. They were at Starbucks. So, we obviously confronted them lah, bored mah. Then they were talking about JosiahxKaizer, TonyxAshley, etc. *le skips* Then they went to X-Craft. And......... unexpectedly they were there too. Yes, Nigel and company. Ohohoh, then halfway, i called Sijie due to personal reasons. Then she said he wanted to talk to her baby. So, I passed the phone to him. Blahblahblah, yeah. Oh yes, and I bought dreamcatchers for SijiexKenneth. Because they've been having nightmares lately. I'll just hope it works for them, alright? :) Most probably meeting them tomorrow if Sijie could. If not, i'll just pathetically take bus home myself, like alone. :'(. So here's the picture of the dreamcatchers. :)

Left one for Kenneth. Right one for Sijie. I hope Kenneth didn't see me buy it today urhhh. ><. Bought them from X-Craft. Check them out, alrighties? I pierced my second earhole there too. ;). All my earholes are extended to 2mm now. >u<. Well, gonna leave them that way. Mainly extended it so i could buy "bolder" horseshoes. The ones for septums. Yeah, no picture, sorry. :( That sums up everything I guess, bye lovelies, emily. xx

moving on. :')

Wednesday, 3 October 2012 @ 00:34

i'm sick. so yarrrr. maybe overthinking is killing me. headache, went to the clinic to get mc. :). Alright, so after much consideration and thoughts, i think i should move on, letting go of the past. Well, decided last night, when I looked through Faith's tumblr, totally motivated me to move on. Check it out? ^^ http://faith-buttercup.tumblr.com/. He left, it was his choice, something i couldn't change.

I'll ignore all the insulting comments. Because, my flaws define me. Should really stop being negative. I should be smiling, influencing the others to be happy too. Everyone would be happy then. :').

Remember our first conversation? You said "We all make mistakes." I'll move on, learning my mistake that negativity would cause me to lose friends. If you're reading this, I want you to know that I'm letting go off you.

But I'm really happy I met you. It was a miracle. :). Thankyou, for being there. I really appreciate it. Thankyou for the memories.

I know, that facebook post was most probably referring to me. It was kinda contradicting that you told me to ignore insulting remarks, yet you're one of those people remarking. But I'll ignore now, as long as I'm happy, I'd do whatever I want. I'll be myself, and no one can stop me. :).

You know what? Previous nights before, I dreamt of you. I remembered you saying something like this:"This is us. No one can break us apart. We're like limited edition." Really? :'). But we're apart, now... yeah.

But now, no more crushes, no more love. It's all about happiness. :').

But no matter, I'll learn to live without you.

To you: I wish you luck in everything in your life. :). Smile everyday! Because you're God's child. "and if our god is for us, then what could stand against. ✝ ". To me, you're still my lj, superpig and bestie. I love you.

Shoutout to everyone who cheered me up: I love you too. Thankyou, for being there still. They are IanSin, Chow Ye, Fayt, Lishan, Melissa, Celine, Jamie, SiJie, Hidayah, QiYan, Ruth, Abrina, KaiXin, Vanessa, Samantha, XueQi and many more. :).

Thankyou for your care and concern, I really appreciate it. :*.

The picture above was the main part why I moved on. Feeling sad, was kinda... tiring. Yeah, really. So, now I'm gonna smile everyday. Alright, this post is damn wordy. :(. Emily, xx.

Better off dead.

Tuesday, 2 October 2012 @ 07:02

Hey readers. How's ya life? Fine? Great. :). Mine? As usual. He's still ignoring me. Sorry if I'm paranoid or insecure.... can't really help it. You know..? :/. Those moments when you just feel as if they're referring & 90% chance they're really referring about you. You feel me? Well, most probably not. No one understands me anyway. Many people are transferring out of ZhongHua. Maybe I had the wrong choice coming to ZhongHua, hmm? Why did i have to face them.... why? Someone tell me please..... remember? You told me to ignore other people's insulting comments. To haters: i know i'm fat. i know i'm ugly. i know everything. But think back, have I ever said I was slim, beautiful, cute? No. I was humble all along. Its just your judgements. You know..? Words hurt?

You told me that you would never leave me. Remember? You most probably won't remember the things I'll never forget. I'm just wondering what happened to those times when you would protect me, comfort me, facing all the difficulties with me, texting me automatically, laughing together. I want that back.... but i guess its too late. I just want you by my side. Having long-lasting, crying to sleep nights.... alright, i shan't say any further. Bye.

sweet couples xx

Monday, 1 October 2012 @ 05:58

i get jealous of couples. but also happy for them. :'). i lub seeing them all sweet and stuff alright. lol. i swear i ain't pedo or whatever. ok. just came back home from lishan's house. was there with celine, sijie & kenneth. we unintendedly went there due to boredom. heehee. ;). i swear sijie x kenneth is a fucking cute couple. or should i say, the cutest one i've met? :>.

seeee, kenneth looks damn fierce right. but he's kind and friendly! :). he's my schoolmate btw. sijie's sweet and friendly. ok fine my vocab little ok. so halfway through, they kinda quarrelled. they broke up. i was damnnnnn sad for them hor! :(. The next day, during exams, I didn't really concentrate cos of him ignoring me, so i was thinking of cheering sijie up. by actually buying water cos' she's coughing. and she also doesn't want to drink water anymore because of her sad thoughts that she broke up. but in the end, i bought her a barney plush toy to cheer her up, with water, strepsils & chocolates in a cute lil' bag. i know its contradicting to give her chocolates but yaaarr lol.

then she hugged me. ;). muaaa, i'm like suddenly so close to her ok. love her too. xoxoxo. :*.

then they met up the next day, about half-an-hour after i gave her the barney, kenneth met up with her. they actually planned already. i just passed by to pass her the things. After that, later in the afternoon, she told me they patched up. I was damn happy. ;). And then she started carrying the barney all around. even in her picturesssssssssssss.

sweet or not sia. hahaha, then today, she suddenly make barney kiss me. like literally. lol. okay, i shouldn't talk about this so much yeah? even thou i did asked sijie's permission for posting this. Let's all wish them last long forever.

back to the topic "sweet couples xx"

welllllll, even thou getting into relationships, there's hurt & also happiness. I think it's still worth it la lol. okay, is this post like damn wordy already? guess you're bored already huh. okay then. bye, cutiepies. ;*.

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Friday, 28 September 2012 @ 04:48

hey... someone teach me how to smile??? someone teach me how to trust??? someone teach me how to love??? one tweet, bam, everything's gone now. I can't even concentrate in my eoys now. Broke down today. I can't stop. What did you say? I thought you said you'd never leave me... i thought... you promised.... Its like the first time I've cried so many times for just one guy.... you know? You told me I didn't deserve your trust. What have i done... tell me????? I can't live without you. Really..... can you just not leave me? Can you? Can you be back? Can you send me goodmorning and goodnight texts once again? Can you tease me on twitter again? Can you? I want you back..... You're not some ordinary bestfriend, you're the BESTfriend. I've ever had... Now that you're gone.. what do you want me to do? Who do I rant to? Who do I smile for? Who do I stop cutting for? Why are you even doing this....? If you're reading this, I wanna tell you that, I'll wait for you.. no matter what. I'll say goodmorning & goodnight to you as if you've said them. I'll wait for you, NPEB.