Hey cunnings. :* This blogpost is for my crush && textbuddies. *shy* Alright then. Sometimes, I'm dayum greatful I have you guys. You guys never fail to cheer me up, no? ☺BUT, when you guys ignore me, i feel like some pathetic piece of shit ok. And you guys tell me : "I was bathing. I was studying. My phone's battery died." Especially my crush, whenever he doesn't reply my texts, I feel like falling apart. There's just something missing, missing pieces of my heart. Remember our late-night-conversations, night calls, goodmorning && goodnight texts. There're all gone now ok. :/ Fucking miss the old times we had. Oh well, people change, feelings fade. Sometimes I just feel so unwanted, wondering whether I'm annoying anyone by texting them. "I always distance myself when people become emotionally close to me. Maybe it's because I know in the end they'll end up leaving. They always do." But sorry, it ain't that easy to distance me away from you, mainly because every single shit reminds me of you.

Every single time you don't reply my texts, I'll just lie to myself thinking maybe you're busy, chatting with your parents, phone's battery died, did not receive my message. Lol, I'm like some pathetic little cunt, huh? Thanks to my crush, I'm starting to smile more, cut less. 

Hey crush, I exist. Someone that would always be there for you, loving you. :*.