moving on. :')
Wednesday, 3 October 2012 @ 00:34
i'm sick. so yarrrr. maybe overthinking is killing me. headache, went to the clinic to get mc. :). Alright, so after much consideration and thoughts, i think i should move on, letting go of the past. Well, decided last night, when I looked through
Faith's tumblr, totally motivated me to move on. Check it out? ^^
http://faith-buttercup.tumblr.com/. He left, it was his choice, something i couldn't change.
I'll ignore all the insulting comments. Because, my flaws define me. Should really stop being negative. I should be smiling, influencing the others to be happy too. Everyone would be happy then. :').
Remember our first conversation? You said "We all make mistakes." I'll move on, learning my mistake that negativity would cause me to lose friends. If you're reading this, I want you to know that I'm letting go off you.
But I'm really happy I met you. It was a miracle. :). Thankyou, for being there. I really appreciate it. Thankyou for the memories.
I know, that facebook post was most probably referring to me. It was kinda contradicting that you told me to ignore insulting remarks, yet you're one of those people remarking. But I'll ignore now, as long as I'm happy, I'd do whatever I want. I'll be myself, and no one can stop me. :).
You know what? Previous nights before, I dreamt of you. I remembered you saying something like this:"This is us. No one can break us apart. We're like limited edition." Really? :'). But we're apart, now... yeah.
But now, no more crushes, no more love. It's all about happiness. :').
But no matter, I'll learn to live without you.
To you: I wish you luck in everything in your life. :). Smile everyday! Because you're God's child. "and if our god is for us, then what could stand against. ✝ ". To me, you're still my lj, superpig and bestie. I love you.
Shoutout to everyone who cheered me up: I love you too. Thankyou, for being there still. They are IanSin, Chow Ye, Fayt, Lishan, Melissa, Celine, Jamie, SiJie, Hidayah, QiYan, Ruth, Abrina, KaiXin, Vanessa, Samantha, XueQi and many more. :).
Thankyou for your care and concern, I really appreciate it. :*.
The picture above was the main part why I moved on. Feeling sad, was kinda... tiring. Yeah, really. So, now I'm gonna smile everyday. Alright, this post is damn wordy. :(. Emily, xx.